
##221551 @(Theme-music) @!PURE-MILK-# Protesters : ( In Unison ) Hey , hey , ho , ho , BGH has got to go . Hey , hey , ho , ho , BGH has got to go . Unidentified Man 1 : Find out what they 're putting in your milk . It 's not natural . @(Footage-of-protest) @!ERIN-MORIARTY-repo : ( Voiceover ) When it 's the purity of milk in question , you 've got a bitter food fight on your hands . Unidentified Man 2 : All right ! Protesters : ( In Unison ) ... BGH has got to go ! @(Footage-of-protest) @!MORIARTY : ( Voiceover ) The battle in cities like Denver is over a genetically engineered hormone that increases a cow 's milk production . Monsanto has been selling it since early February under the trade name Posilac , but it 's also known as BGH or BST . Confusing ? That 's the least of it . Unidentified Man 3 : We do n't have any long-term studies on BGH . It 's a hormone . Think about it . @!Mr-JOE-GORE-@1Dair : This is @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @!MORIARTY : ( Voiceover ) Joe Gore never expected to find himself right in the middle of the fray . @!Mr-GORE : ( Voiceover ) We bought this place here together with Dad . He was milking 60 cows at the time . @(Footage-of-Gore-an) @!MORIARTY : ( Voiceover ) He 's a dairy farmer who 's lived his entire life in Comanche , Texas ... @!Mr-GORE : I -- I did n't have anything when we started and ... @(Footage-of-Gore-an) @!MORIARTY : ( Voiceover ) ... running the Gore Brothers ' Dairy . The family decided not to use the synthetic growth hormone and to tell their customers . @!Mr-GORE : ( Voiceover ) We do n't intend to use it . We felt like we were responsible to inform them as -- as much . @(Footage-of-boxes-o) @!MORIARTY : ( Voiceover ) So they put labels on their milk saying it was from untreated cows . @!Mr-GORE : This was the original tag that we put on our jugs . @(Footage-of-tag) @!MORIARTY : ( Voiceover ) That 's when the trouble started . And what did Monsanto do ? @!Mr-GORE : @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ do n't want us to tell the consumer that we are not using their product in our cows . You judge for yourself . I think it 's ridiculous . @(Footage-of-Monsant) @!Ms-LISA-WATSON-@1M : ( Voiceover ) The lawsuit was based on advertising and promotional activities that we believe misled consumers . @(Footage-of-Watson) @!MORIARTY : ( Voiceover ) Lisa Watson is with Monsanto . What is wrong with the label that just tells the consumer that this milk came from untreated cows ? @!Ms-WATSON : Market research data shows very clearly that 60-plus percent of consumers who see just that statement on a label think that that milk is of a different quality , a different safety level . Those are false and misleading claims . @(Footage-of-doormat) @!MORIARTY : Monsanto thinks that by putting a label on your milk saying , ' We 're not using this growth hormone , ' I mean , are n't you , in -- in essence , saying there 's something wrong with milk produced with that ? @!Mr-GORE : All I 'm doing is answering our customers ' questions . If they have a reason @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ business . @(Footage-of-milk-ca) @!MORIARTY : ( Voiceover ) And Joe Gore 's business is living up to the name on his product : Pure Milk . @!Mr-GORE : Well , we 've kind of been a forerunner in quality ever since we 've been connected with the business . @(Footage-of-cow-sta) @!MORIARTY : ( Voiceover ) Unlike most dairies , the Gores control everything from the feed mill to the processing plant . They also take extra precautions along the way , including tests in their own lab to make sure that their milk is what they say it is : pure . @!Mr-KEN-HARVICK-@1D : The tighter controls you have , the better quality milk you 're going to have . @(Footage-of-Harvick) @!MORIARTY : ( Voiceover ) Joe 's son-in-law Ken Harvick is manager of the dairy operation . @!Mr-HARVICK : ( Voiceover ) We feel like we take pride in making sure that we can assure the customer that there are some things they 're not going to have to worry about in our milk . @!Mr-GORE : When this BST thing come along , we looked at it , we @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ our best interest to subject our cows to it . @!Mr-HARVICK : We 've been in the dairy business long enough to know you do n't get something for nothing . @(Footage-of-dairy-p) @!Mr-HARVICK : ( Voiceover ) To ask the cow to give 10 to 15 percent more milk , which is what they say sh -- she 'll do , she ca n't do that without giving something up in return . qwq @ ( Footage-of-cows ; -d @!MORIARTY : ( Voiceover ) What they fear the cow gives up is her health . Higher milk production may mean more stress on the cow , which could lead to more illness . In your opinion , should the synthetic growth hormone have ever been approved for use on dairy cattle ? @!Dr-RICHARD-BURROWS : No , I do n't believe it should . @(Footage-of-Burrows) @!MORIARTY : ( Voiceover ) Veterinarian Dr. Richard Burrows spent 13 years at the Food and Drug Administration ; almost half that time reviewing the synthetic growth hormone . @!Dr-BURROWS : The very first data that I saw come in showed that it increased reproductive and udder @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ biggest problems that farmers confront on a daily basis . @(Footage-of-documen) @!MORIARTY : ( Voiceover ) That did n't stop the FDA from approving the drug . @!Ms-LINDA-SUYDAM-@1 : ( Voiceover ) It 's probably the most-studied animal veterinarian product that the FDA has ever approved . @(Footage-of-Suydam-) @!MORIARTY : ( Voiceover ) Linda Suydam of the FDA. @!Ms-SUYDAM : Every one of those reviews in the Science says this product is safe . @!MORIARTY : You read the label that comes with Posilac . We talk about , ' Use of Posilac may result in reduced pregnancy rates . Cows injected with Posilac are at increased risk for clinical mastitis. ' @!Dr-BURROWS : Never in my time at the Food and Drug Administration has there ever been a label with this kind of information on it . @!MORIARTY : You mean that many warnings ? @!Dr-BURROWS : That many . The companies would fight tooth and nail to keep off a simple statement like ... @!MORIARTY : ... ' Cows injected with Posilac has increased numbers of enlarged hocks and lesions . ' And -- I mean , I could @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ farmers to be surprised when they give their cow a drug . They want -- we want them to have all the information . @!Dr-BURROWS : I mean , it 's safe and effective or it 's not . That 's always been the standard . And ... @!MORIARTY : What happened in this case then ? @!Dr-BURROWS : In this case they just abandoned the -- you know , standard they used all those -- all those years . Obviously , it 's not safe to the animal . qwq @ ( Footage-of-cows ; -a @!MORIARTY : ( Voiceover ) The most critical side effect of using the synthetic hormone is an increase in mastitis , an infection of the udder . The most common way to treat mastitis is with antibiotics . @!Mr-HARMAN : ( Voiceover ) If the drug 's there , it 's going to end up in the milk . @(Footage-of-Harman-) @!MORIARTY : ( Voiceover ) John Harman is with the General Accounting Office , the investigative arm of Congress . @!Mr-HARMAN : There is widespread use -- and I think I can say this with @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ cows . And it just -- it -- it shows up in the milk . Usually that 's where drugs go : It shows up in the milk . @!Ms-SUYDAM : We are covering a major -- the major amount of drug usage in milk in our testing at this point in time . @(Footage-of-milk-ta) @!MORIARTY : ( Voiceover ) In fact , the FDA requires that every tanker of milk be tested for antibiotics when it arrives at a processing plant , but the test only detects four kinds of drugs . @!Mr-HARMAN : This is all the list of the 82 drugs that we went out and determined that were being used on dairy cows . @(Camera-pans-down-l) @!Mr-HARMAN : ( Voiceover ) Out of the 82 drugs , 30 had been approved and 52 had not been approved . @!MORIARTY : If the FDA ca n't really tell you whether the milk is free of drug residues , what does the consumer do in the meantime ? @!Mr-HARMAN : Based on what I 've seen , I would say do n't quit drinking milk . You need -- you @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ major question that kind of clouds over it -- the top of it . And you 've got an agency that 's saying , ' It 's safe , it 's safe , it 's safe . ' But they ca n't prove it . @!MORIARTY : Ultimately there 's only one person who can decide whether the milk produced with the synthetic growth hormone is safe enough to drink , and that 's the person who 's buying the milk . The question is : When you come into a supermarket , can you tell the difference between the milk that comes from treated cows and milk that does n't ? Do you read this label ? Unidentified Woman 1 : Sure do . @!MORIARTY : Does it make a difference to you ? Woman 1 : You bet . @(Footage-of-grocery) @!MORIARTY : ( Voiceover ) But most milk processors do n't label their milk . The Gore Brothers ' Dairy is one of the few that does on their product Pure Milk . @!Ms-WATSON : ( Voiceover ) There 's been a great deal of misinformation that 's been @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ in dairy products are the same in every way . There is no safety issue here . There is no compositional difference . @(Footage-of-calves-) @!MORIARTY : ( Voiceover ) The Gores say whether or not it 's a safety issue , it has become an issue of your right to know . And they 're willing to fight for it in court . Do you regret ever putting these labels on ? @!Mr-GORE : I regret the stuff ever come out and put us in this position . We 're just trying to make a living . And I -- you know , we 're going to stay with what we 've -- what we 've started ... @(Footage-of-Pure-Mi) @!Mr-GORE : ( Voiceover ) ... as long as we can . @(Theme-music) 
##221552 IS YOUR FOOD SAFE ? @!DAN-RATHER : Is your food safe ? Tonight : part two of our continuing investigation . In February we told you about bacteria in meat , fish and poultry . Your response was overwhelming and many of you wanted to know more . So this time we look at potential dangers that are man-made . Over the last 50 years , the use of pesticides has increased and so have cancer rates . Is there a link ? Since the 1940s more than 600 pesticides have been approved , yet for most of them the long-term health risk is , at best , unknown . And now some experts warn that risk may be greatest for those who are most vulnerable : our children . @!CHILDREN'S-MENU-PA# Unidentified Teacher : ( Voiceover ) If your name starts with the letter T ... Children : ( In Unison ) Me ! Teacher : T : Timmy and Tyler . Good job . Go wash your hands . @(Footage-of-woman-c) @!HAROLD-DOW-reporti : ( Voiceover ) It 's snacktime at the Overbrook preschool in Columbus , Ohio . @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ In Unison ) Me ! @!DOW : Raise your hands . @(Footage-of-childre) @!DOW : ( Voiceover ) The kids sure love what 's on the menu ... Unidentified Child 1 : They taste good . @!DOW : ( Voiceover ) ... which makes their parents happy . @!Mrs-MICHELLE-CUNNI : You think healthy food , you think fruits and vegetables . @(Footage-of-washed-) @!DOW : ( Voiceover ) But not everyone is so pleased . @!Mr-WILES : When we looked at FDA 's data for three years , we found that one out of four apples had three or more pesticides on it . @(Footage-of-Wiles-a) @!DOW : ( Voiceover ) Richard Wiles is a pesticide expert for the Washington-based Environmental Working Group . @!Mr-WILES : We would expect the randomly selected apple would have at least one or two pesticides on it , and up to as many as eight have been found on a single apple . @!DOW : Up to as many as eight pesticides ... @!Mr-WILES : Eight pesticides on a single apple ... @!DOW : ... all on one apple ? @!Mr-WILES : ... that 's right . @(Footage-of-spray-p) @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ three quarters of a billion pounds of pesticide on fruits and vegetables . @!Mr-WILES : ( Voiceover ) We live in sort of a chemical soup . Pesticides are a good chunk of that . @!DOW : ( Voiceover ) The Environmental Protection Agency says about 70 of the pesticides are suspected of causing cancer . Do you eat a lot of fruits and vegetables . Unidentified Child 2 : Yeah . Unidentified Child 3 : Yeah , because it 's good and healthy . @(Footage-of-Dow-in-) @!DOW : ( Voiceover ) Activists like Wiles say a young child 's diet contains a lot of these chemicals ... How about this one ? Unidentified Child 4 : My favorite . @!DOW : ( Voiceover ) ... so much so he says kids between the ages of one and five routinely exceed the EPA 's level of acceptable cancer risk . Well , here . What 's this ? Child 4 : Oh , that 's not one of my favorites. @!Mr-WILES : They 're getting a higher dose per unit of body weight and they would generally be more -- be more @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ mean that children are going to show visible signs of poisoning ? Probably not . Unidentified Child 5 : What about me ? @!Mr-WILES : But over the long haul , across the whole population , you 'd expect to see some effects . @!Dr-AMES : Pesticide residues in foods have never caused a case of cancer . @(Footage-of-Ames-wo) @!DOW : ( Voiceover ) Dr. Bruce Ames is a nationally renowned cancer researcher . @!Dr-AMES : We have to be sure that we do n't scare people about eating fruits and vegetables with all these hypothetical , very , very minuscule risk from pesticides. @(Footage-of-a-woman) @!DOW : ( Voiceover ) And he sees no special risk for children . @!Dr-AMES : ( Voiceover ) Dose is the whole thing here . The amounts given to rats are hundreds of thousands of times more than the amounts that people get into . So people are getting a few parts per billion . It 's a very tiny amount and it just is n't relevant in causing cancer . @!Mr-WILES : There 's certainly no evidence that these pesticides are safe . @(Footage-of-spray-p) @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ say is that pesticides should be proven safe before they 're put into the food supply . @(Footage-of-a-littl) @!DOW : ( Voiceover ) But how many are actually in the food supply ? 48 HOURS decided to find out . We chose four children from this preschool and tried to determine how many pesticides they 're consuming , at what levels and how that differs from their parents . @(Footage-of-inside-) @!DOW : ( Voiceover ) We went grocery shopping with each of the four families . @!Mrs-CUNNINGHAM : These feel pretty nice . @(Footage-of-four-fa) @!DOW : ( Voiceover ) ... the Cunninghams , the Davises ... @!Mrs-DAVIS-@1Parent : Well , I 'm trying to introduce foods that are supposed to be good for them . @!Mrs-CONLEY : It 's wet . @!DOW : ( Voiceover ) ... the Conleys. @!Mrs-CONLEY : Well , we try to eat green stuff and promote that for the kids because you 've got to teach them to eat right also . @!Mrs-CARSON-@1Paren : Here 's the pears . @!DOW : ( Voiceover ) ... and the Carsons. @!Mrs-CARSON : The red -- that 's what @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ of Twinkies is a lot greater than a risk from a diet of fruits and vegetables , even with these pesticides on it . We want to make that clear . Unidentified Man 1 : Now are those good bananas , Tyler ? @(Footage-of-Tyler) @!Mr-WILES : ( Voiceover ) What we 're saying is that anybody anywhere in this country ought to be able to go into a grocery store ... @!Mrs-DAVIS : There 's oranges . @(Footage-of-Davis-f) @!Mr-WILES : ( Voiceover ) ... buy lots of fruits and vegetables , take them home , feed their kids and know that their kids are protected . And currently they 're not . @!Mrs-DAVIS : ... four , five , six . @(Footage-of-the-Dav) @!DOW : ( Voiceover ) Critics like Wiles say the problem is the EPA 's pesticide limits do not even consider the differences between kids and adults . @!Ms-CAROL-BROWNER-@ : I 'm a mother . I have a six-and-a-half-year-old son . When I think about what the law does right now in protecting my son , I do n't think it 's good enough . @(Footage-of-Browner) @!DOW : ( @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ . She says things will change . @!Ms-BROWNER : The National Academy of Sciences did a report last year . They told us we needed to look at children ; we needed to look at the differences between children and adults ; we needed to look at the diets of children , so we 're doing that . @(Footage-of-grocery) @!DOW : ( Voiceover ) So are we . Whatever fruits and vegetables our four families bought , we bought . @(Footage-of-lab) @!Mr-WILL-SUMNER-@1C : ( Voiceover ) And the samples are in the ice chest right here . @!DOW : ( Voiceover ) And we took that produce to a lab. @!Mr-SUMNER : What you 're getting in Ohio is pretty much the same produce that you 're going to be getting anywhere else in the country . qwq @ ( Footage-of-Sumner ; @!DOW : ( Voiceover ) We hired chemist Will Sumner ... @!Mr-SUMNER : What this will do -- basically , will pull out all the pesticides , insecticides , fungicides . @!DOW : ( Voiceover ) ... to tell us exactly what pesticides were in the produce ... @!Mr-SUMNER @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ be running a full multiresidue analysis on . @!DOW : ( Voiceover ) ... and more importantly , what levels . What do you think the test results will show for your food that you purchased ? @!Mr-CONLEY-@1Parent : Oh , well , I do hope everything is going to be OK , but , you know , that -- that 's dreaming there . So ... @(Footage-of-the-Con) @!DOW : ( Voiceover ) We brought our families together ... @!Mrs-DAVIS : I 'm getting really nervous about what you 're going to find . @(Footage-of-Cunning) @!DOW : ( Voiceover ) ... to hear what was really in their food . That brings us to the question of the hour : Are you ready for the results of the test ? @!Mr-CUNNINGHAM : Absolutely . @!Mr-CONLEY : Yes , we are . @!Mrs-CONLEY : Yes . Yeah . @!DOW : Are you sure you 're ready to hear the results of the test ? @!Mrs-CUNNINGHAM : Ian , you want to have some grapes ? @(Footage-of-Cunning) @!DOW : ( Voiceover ) We 'll tell you all that they 're feeding their kids @ @ @ @ @ @ @ 
##221553 @(Theme-music) 100 MILE STARE qwq @ ( Footage-of-helicop Unidentified Reporter 1 : ( Voiceover ) The gunman went berserk inside a company known as Elgar . @!Mr-JESS-MARIN : I 'm the one that has probably the most visual remembrances . It seems like it was just yesterday . @(Excerpt-from-video) @!Mr-MARIN : He shot him right within this distance . He just came up and shot him . @(End-of-excerpt) @!Mr-MARIN : You really do n't get a good sense of the security anywhere you -- you work now , but , you know , you have to learn to live with it . qwq @ ( Excerpt-from-video Unidentified Man 2 : There is a guy with a shotgun killing people . I 'd advise you to get out of here . @(End-of-excerpt) @(Footage-of-crime-s) @!SUSAN-SPENCER-repo : ( Voiceover ) Two and a half years ago a former colleague came back to Jess Marin 's workplace in San Diego and shot two people . @!Mr-MARIN : I saw the shots , saw some glass across the way get blown out , saw them trying to back out of the way of @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ realized something was happening . But I did -- still did not know what . qwq @ ( Excerpt-from-video Unidentified Reporter 2 : What did you do when you saw that happen ? @!Mr-MARIN : Ah , at first I kind of froze , then I hit the ground . @(End-of-excerpt) @!Mr-MARIN : I dove underneath the desk . That seemed to take forever . And then it seemed there was a moment of silence , and I watched him and he proceeded to look around at the two guys that he had just shot . @(Excerpt-from-video) @!Mr-MARIN : And then he continued to -- to stand over the people and he shot again . @(End-of-excerpt) @!Mr-MARIN : And he s -- he -- he turned , he kind of had this smile on his face , he headed back towards my office , coming straight towards me. @(Footage-of-Marin-a) @!SPENCER : ( Voiceover ) It is painful even today for this former football player to admit just how scared and helpless he felt . @!Mr-MARIN : I was pretty a -- pretty much -- pretty much afraid of what was going @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ , ' Please , God , do n't let him kill me. ' @(Footage-of-beach) @!Mr-MARIN : ( Voiceover ) Hensal was standing in my office reloading the shotgun . The only thing that -- my options that crossed my mind was to get up and maybe attack him . @!SPENCER : So then what happened ? @!Mr-MARIN : There were sounds on the floor of people running . He ran out of the office to go take a look , and then I ran for a balcony window section and jumped . @!SPENCER : Mm-hmm . What floor are you on ? @!Mr-MARIN : It 's the equivalent of about three floors up . @!SPENCER : For people who have lived through workplace violence , the hardest part of recovery seems to be getting over somehow feeling guilty or even responsible for what happened , although they know rationally that there is absolutely nothing they could have done to have stopped it . @!Mr-MARIN : I did n't do anything . @!Dr-TOM-HARPLEY-@1P : He ducked . He did something . The fact that you 're alive means you were right . @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ ( Voiceover ) Psychologist Tom Harpley was called in the day of the shootings to help Jess and other survivors . @(Excerpt-from-video) @!Dr-HARPLEY : Well , they 're pretty much in a state of shock and disbelief and kind of a general feeling of numbness. @(End-of-excerpt) @!Dr-HARPLEY : ( Voiceover ) For the counselors coming in after a workplace homicide , it 's like working in a mental health MASH unit . It 's an emotional experience . And -- and for many people I think it 's a theoretical concept : a workplace violence and , ' Yeah , it happens in post offices or it happens in Texas . And this is what I would have done or I would n't have done that . ' That 's fertilizer . People do n't know what they 're going to do . They 're going to react instinctively . qwq @ ( Footage-of-covered qwq @ ( Excerpt-from-911-c 911 Operator : ( Voiceover ) Escondido 911 Emergency . Unidentified Man 2 : ( Voiceover ) Yes , this is the post office . I got a carrier with a gun going @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ : It was 7:35 and I just heard -- I heard four shots , just one right after another . qwq @ ( Footage-of-United- qwq @ ( Excerpt-from-911-c Operator : ( Voiceover ) What kind of a gun is it ? Man 2 : ( Voiceover ) I do n't know . I 'm in here with my door locked . @(End-of-excerpt) @(Footage-of-Bernard) @!SPENCER : ( Voiceover ) Five years ago Rosina Bernardino was working in the Escondido Post Office just north of San Diego when a co-worker ran amok and started killing people . @!Ms-BERNARDINO : There was this guy standing there with a gun in his hand . All I did was turn around and -- and ran . And a few seconds later I heard a couple more shots . And by that time I was out of the building , you know . And ... @!SPENCER : But you came face to face with him . @!Ms-BERNARDINO : Oh , yeah . It was like looking at a scary movie -- the eyes of somebody in a scary movie . The eyes er -- the eyes were @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ God , it 's hard to explain . They were just scary . @!SPENCER : This has been five years , and when you talk about this , you know , your hands are shaking . @!Ms-BERNARDINO : To me , it 's just like it was yesterday . @(Footage-of-Bernard) @!SPENCER : ( Voiceover ) For Rosina , another of Dr. Harpley 's patients ... @!Ms-BERNARDINO : I 'm sorry . @!SPENCER : ( Voiceover ) ... recovery is a daily proposition . It 's 10:00 in the morning . Why are you wearing sunglasses ? @!Ms-BERNARDINO : I 've been wearing my sunglasses since -- since the tragedy of Escondido . @!SPENCER : But what do the glasses do ? @!Ms-BERNARDINO : I do n't know why . It 's some type of a shield . It was just like a protection shield for me. @!SPENCER : You know , if you -- if you were wearing them that morning and they did n't protect you ... @!Ms-BERNARDINO : But they did protect me because I 'm still alive . @(Footage-of-a-man-e) @!Ms-BERNARDINO : ( Voiceover ) I mean , I @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ back there . I have n't been in a post office since I left the post office . I can not walk in a post office . It 's just -- it 's just like it was yesterday to me . I still see it all the time . I flash back on it all the time . @!SPENCER : Who 's that ? @(Footage-of-Marin-) @!SPENCER : ( Voiceover ) Looking at news coverage with us , Jess felt little distance from the event . @!Mr-MARIN : It seems just as real as if it happened just this morning or something . qwq @ ( Footage-of-Marin- qwq @ ( Excerpt-from-video Reporter 2 : So what did you do when you saw it happen ? @!Mr-MARIN : Ah , I suppose I kind of froze , then I hit the ground . @(End-of-excerpt) @!SPENCER : How soon after the event did that interview take place ? @!Mr-MARIN : I do n't even recall it . @!SPENCER : You do n't remember being interviewed ? @!Mr-MARIN : No , I was -- I just still did n't really believe that it happened , @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ did n't know exactly what -- what was real . @(Video-taken-at-Elg) @!Dr-HARPLEY : ( Voiceover ) People are in a state of shock immediately after a traumatic in -- incident like that . It 's not unusual that they would have little or no recollection of what is going on . There 's an expression for what people -- how they look , and I think it 's called ' the 10- mile stare . ' That they look like they 're staring off just into the distance and they 're looking but not really seeing , and that 's not unusual . @!SPENCER : ( Voiceover ) And the pictures bring it all back . @(Footage-of-person-) @!SPENCER : ( Voiceover ) Do you find now that you 're afraid of things that you previously would n't have been afraid of ? @!Mr-MARIN : People are doing things that do n't seem to be what I used to think was normal . I d -- definitely do not believe that someone would come into the workplace and shoot you . @(Footage-of-United-) @!Dr-HARPLEY : ( Voiceover ) Employers seem to think that @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ , I guess , that I would like to get out most is that it can happen anywhere . @!Ms-BERNARDINO : I 'm not the person I was . You know , I just -- you -- I lost a lot that day . I lost a lot . @(Theme-music) @!RATHER : Rebuilding these broken lives will take time and so will finding a solution to this chilling phenomenon . Experts told us that there may be many reasons for such violence in the workplace , ranging from drug use to stress to a breakdown in values . But they add that the first step to solving the problem is facing it . 
##221554 @(Theme-music) @!SNAP-DECISION-# @(Footage-of-Cartwri) @!ERIN-MORIARTY-repo : ( Voiceover ) Tom Cartwright got the last word in an argument he had with a former boss . @!Mr-TOM-CARTWRIGHT : It 's like a -- one minute you 're calm and the next minute you just ( snaps fingers ) . You know , it breaks . And you just lose control of reality . @(Photo-of-murder-sc) @!MORIARTY : ( Voiceover ) On May 4th , 1982 , Cartwright killed his boss . @!Mr-CARTWRIGHT : ( Voiceover ) I was very angry . @!MORIARTY : ( Voiceover ) But unlike most disgruntled workers , Cartwright did n't turn the gun on himself . Was that anything you considered ? @!Mr-CARTWRIGHT : No. @(Footage-of-Cartwri) @!MORIARTY : ( Voiceover ) Now in prison in Granite , Oklahoma , he 's one of the few who can explain what goes on in the mind of such a killer . @!Mr-CARTWRIGHT : ( Voiceover ) I had so much hate built up in me. @!MORIARTY : Tom Cartwright worked for Hugh Riddell as a foreman in his remodeling business in Muskogee , Oklahoma . He was laid @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ came back here to the Riddell home looking for his former boss . What kind of relationship did you have with Hugh Riddell ? @!Mr-CARTWRIGHT : Well , for a long while there we -- we were pretty good friends . He and I had went out partying together . @!MORIARTY : So you did n't just work for him . You were friends with him . @!Mr-CARTWRIGHT : Yes . Yeah . We were friends . @(Footage-of-Cartwri) @!MORIARTY : ( Voiceover ) Friends until the day Cartwright says he was suddenly laid off without any warning . @!Mr-CARTWRIGHT : No warning , none . Just went in to work one morning and , boom , there it was . When you take a man 's pride away , you hurt him , you insult him , you humiliate him . And in some cases , when you take that pride away and you add it to financial problems or family problems , that 's enough to drive a man over the edge . @!MORIARTY : I mean , it almost sounds as if you blame Hugh Riddell for what you @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ that time , I did . I -- I blamed him for everything . @(Photo-of-Cartwrigh) @!MORIARTY : ( Voiceover ) He was 27 years old , out of the best job he ever had , about to get remarried and struggling with a drinking problem . @!Mr-CARTWRIGHT : I felt betrayed by this friend . I felt that -- that he owed me some type of explanation . @(Footage-of-house) @!MORIARTY : ( Voiceover ) Cartwright waited inside Hugh Riddell 's home one evening and ambushed him with Riddell 's own shotgun . @!Mr-CARTWRIGHT : And I wanted to talk to this person face to face and find out , ' Why did you fire me without any explanation or without any warning ? ' @(Photo-of-murder-sc) @!MORIARTY : ( Voiceover ) Cartwright shot Hugh Riddell at close range , killing him instantly . @!Mr-CARTWRIGHT : This was someone that befriended me for my abilities in the workplace , the abilities that I had to help him run his company . When I was no longer of a use or I was a threat to that , then I was kicked aside . @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ ) But Cartwright did n't stop with the man who fired him . If you killed Hugh Riddell because of what you say he did to you , how do you explain shooting his wife ? @!Mr-CARTWRIGHT : I ca n't , other than she was there . @!Mr-DREW-EDMONDSON- : Nothing reasonably explains what he did to Hume -- Hugh and Charma Riddell . Nothing can explain it , nothing can justify it , nothing can excuse it . @(Footage-of-Edmonds) @!MORIARTY : ( Voiceover ) It was the first case Drew Edmondson handled as assistant prosecutor for Muskogee County and the most vicious . Tom Cartwright not only shot Hugh Riddell . @!Mr-EDMONDSON : He intended for both of them to be dead before he left the house . @!MORIARTY : ( Voiceover ) ... he shot Riddell 's wife Charma. @!Mr-EDMONDSON : Blood pressure was zero when she arrived at the emergency room at Muskogee Hospital . @!MORIARTY : Do you ever wonder how she survived this ? @!Mr-EDMONDSON : I think it was sheer willpower -- absolute sheer willpower . He 'd done a terrible thing and she was @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ away with it . @!Mrs-RIDDELL : I just kept thinking , ' He ca n't get away with this . He -- he just can't. ' @(Photo-of-bed-sheet) @!Mrs-RIDDELL : ( Voiceover ) I wrote his name on our bed sheet in my blood . @!MORIARTY : ( Voiceover ) It sounds like you did n't think you were going to live through it . @!Mrs-RIDDELL : At that time , no . At that time , no , I did n't . When he did this , I asked him why he did it . And he said it was because we fired him . @!MORIARTY : What was your reaction to that ? @!Mrs-RIDDELL : Disbelief . You know , ' Just because we fired you , a job is worth somebody 's life ? ' You know , that -- that 's not -- that 's not how it 's supposed to be . It 's just -- it 's not right . @(Footage-of-Riddell) @!MORIARTY : ( Voiceover ) Charma has to live with the constant reminder of that night . @!Mrs-RIDDELL : How much do you want to @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ , badly damaged by a shotgun blast , had to be amputated . She now walks with a prosthesis. @!Mrs-RIDDELL : ( Voiceover ) I 've asked myself over and over and over , you know , ' Why ? ' Mm-hmm . That 's him . @!MORIARTY : That 's Hugh . @!Mrs-RIDDELL : That 's Hugh 's -- mm-hmm , that 's Hugh . @(Photo-of-Hugh-Ridd) @!Mrs-RIDDELL : You know , ' What did we ever do ? ' @!MORIARTY : You did n't just shoot your boss and just shoot his wife . I mean , you went back in and you cut her throat and you stabbed her . I mean , how do you explain the viciousness of this ? @!Mr-CARTWRIGHT : I -- I ca n't . You -- you combine th -- the hate wi -- with fear and anything is liable to happen . @(Footage-of-house) @!Mr-CARTWRIGHT : ( Voiceover ) If there had been anyone else in that house , they probably would have gotten hurt , too . @!MORIARTY : Now are you different -- do you see yourself different from other people @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ : ( Voiceover ) If the brutality of Cartwright 's crime shocks you , here 's something else to consider . This was a man who had no criminal record , a man who did n't fit the profile of a violent person . No one saw it coming . @!Mrs-RIDDELL : He was just a regular person ; you know , somebody you just meet off the street . We had no reason to fear him or , you know , not trust him or anything like this . @!MORIARTY : There was no evidence that he was angry , on the edge , anything that you saw ? @!Mrs-RIDDELL : No . But I did n't know to look for anything . @!Mr-CARTWRIGHT : You hit that breaking point and everybody has it . No matter how small a problem or how large a problem -- with some people , a small problem will drive them to a breaking point . @!MORIARTY : Are you saying that anybody ... @!Mr-CARTWRIGHT : Anybody . @!MORIARTY : ... could go and shoot their boss ? @!Mr-CARTWRIGHT : Anybody . @!MORIARTY : @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ believe . I do not believe I could kill someone and not ... @!Mr-CARTWRIGHT : It is in -- it is -- it is in anyone . Given the circumstances , anyone has that capability . @(Footage-of-Riddell) @!Mrs-RIDDELL : ( Voiceover ) It could be anybody . It really could . It could be anybody . And because of that , I do n't trust anybody anymore . I used to trust people more . I do n't trust anybody anymore . It 's just -- you ca n't anymore . You just -- you just can't. @(Theme-music) 
##221555 TERROR ON THE JOB @!DAN-RATHER : For many Americans the safest place outside the home has been the workplace , but no more . Increasingly , workers are attacking their colleagues on the job . If you think it could n't happen where you work , consider this : Just last month , during a seven-day period -- three attacks . @(Footage-of-ambulan) @!RATHER : ( Voiceover ) Near Memphis , a Federal Express pilot facing a possible firing is charged with attacking his crew with a hammer and a spear gun . In Chicago , police say an executive arguing over paperwork stabbed his boss . And at a plant in North Carolina , employees arrived at work to find horror unfolding before their eyes . @(Theme-music) @!BAD-BLOOD-# qwq @ ( Footage-of-police- Unidentified Man 1 : Well , we were told there was a guy in the building -- he was shooting people . Unidentified Man 2 : We saw six or seven people running in all directions , some hitting the floor . @(Footage-of-employe) @!RICHARD-SCHLESINGE : ( Voiceover ) April 13th , outside Raleigh . Unidentified Woman @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ that this man was going to shoot everybody . qwq @ ( Footage-of-police ; @!SCHLESINGER : ( Voiceover ) A gunman showed up at his former workplace hunting his former co-workers . Unidentified Man 3 : I heard the first shot and I never looked back . I just ran . @(Footage-of-gun-bei) @!SCHLESINGER : ( Voiceover ) This time it was 38-year-old Ladislav Antalik . Unidentified Man 4 : ( Voiceover ) The way he came in there shooting , it was like a crazy man . @!SCHLESINGER : ( Voiceover ) He 'd resigned from his job as a technician at the Sumitomo Corporation 's plant that makes fiber optics cable . Captain MIKE ANDREWS ( Durham Sheriff 's Department ) : Basically , a disgruntled employee . @(Footage-of-employe) @!SCHLESINGER : ( Voiceover ) But he came back and went on a shooting spree . It was a textbook case of violence in the workplace . @!Capt-ANDREWS : If people really want to do something , there 's no way to really stop them . @(Footage-of-Andrews) @!SCHLESINGER : ( Voiceover ) Captain Mike Andrews of the Durham Sheriff 's Department @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ is that he entered at the front entrance of Building A , parked in the visitor 's parking lot and then walked across the campus , entering Building C. This was the Glot 9mm which he used in the incident . @(Footage-outside-th) @!SCHLESINGER : ( Voiceover ) By the time it was over , Antalik had killed two workers , wounded two more and finally killed himself . @!Capt-ANDREWS : ( Voiceover ) The night of the incident we did a search warrant on Antalik 's residence . @!SCHLESINGER : The police took all the evidence they needed out of Ladislav Antalik 's apartment after the shooting . But there are still some clues here that point to the kind of man Antalik had become . Shortly before the shooting , Antalik had taken out of the local library " A Tortured Work " by Frederick Nietzsche . The book was stamped due April 27 , two weeks after the shooting . @(Footage-of-return-) @!SCHLESINGER : ( Voiceover ) And next to that date on the return card , Antalik wrote , ' I 'll be dead . ' @!Mr-MATT : ( @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ -- he was a friend and a helper . qwq @ ( Footage-of-Matt ; -p @!SCHLESINGER : ( Voiceover ) Jim Matt met Antalik in 1988 , one year after Antalik came to North Carolina from what used to be Czechoslovakia . @!Mr-MATT : ( Voiceover ) He talked a lot about his work . He liked this job . He made suggestions for improvement in the quality of the product and he en -- he enjoyed doing that work . He -- he said he enjoyed doing the work . Unidentified Woman 2 : ( In Silhouette ) He 's working in a good company , making a decent salry -- salary . He was making ... @(Footage-of-Woman-#) @!SCHLESINGER : ( Voiceover ) This woman dated Antalik for more than a year . Woman 2 : He was a fun person to be with . @!SCHLESINGER : ( Voiceover ) We 've agreed to protect her identity . qwq @ ( Photo-of-Antalik ; - Woman 2 : ( Voiceover ) It seemed like everything was going pretty good for him . @!SCHLESINGER : ( Voiceover ) But other friends , @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ He thought of -- like people in this country , they hate foreigner . And he said , ' You do n't know about this . They hate me. ' @(Photo-of-Antalik) @!SCHLESINGER : ( Voiceover ) There were also signs that Antalik was having problems with his co-workers . @!Mr-MATT : He told me he was having trouble . Woman 2 : He -- he mentioned the female co-workers . Miss Jones he would talk about . @(Footage-of-Jones-a) @!Mr-ANTHONY-JONES-@ : ( Voiceover ) They just could n't get along for some reason or another . @!SCHLESINGER : ( Voiceover ) Anthony Jones ' wife Flora was one of the two people Antalik killed . She was 32 . Do you think he went there to shoot Flora -- to shoot your wife ? @!Mr-JONES : I 'm sure he went there to shoot Flora and a couple more other people . @(Newspaper-article-) @!SCHLESINGER : ( Voiceover ) But almost a year before the shooting , Antalik asked the company to take him off Flora Jones ' shift . @!Mr-PASANT-TARIYAL- : There are certain requirements and qualification for you to be able @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ ) Pasant Tariyal is an executive at the plant . @!Mr-TARIYAL : So normally you do n't act on that request that easily . @(Footage-of-Sumitom) @!SCHLESINGER : ( Voiceover ) But the management would not change Antalik 's shift . @!Mr-TARIYAL : ( Voiceover ) He was unhappy with some of his co-workers . But normally you think of that as a routine , right ? @(Photo-of-Antalik) @!SCHLESINGER : ( Voiceover ) Antalik apparently did not consider it routine . @!Mr-MATT : I suggested to him that he not leave until he had a new job . But he quit anyhow , and that was that . @(Footage-of-two-pol) @!SCHLESINGER : ( Voiceover ) That was n't that . After quitting , Antalik went back to the plant the next working day and wanted his job back . @!Mr-TARIYAL : He said that he wanted to work . And ... @!SCHLESINGER : Even after he had resigned ? @!Mr-TARIYAL : Right . And our people apparently said no and ... @(Footage-of-guarded) @!SCHLESINGER : ( Voiceover ) Antalik refused to leave . So Sumitomo called the police and had him escorted off the @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ and what happened really devastated him . @!Mr-MATT : He had no other financial resources . He had to work . @(Photo-of-Antalik) Woman 2 : The money he -- he had saved , it was nearly gone . There was no job for him . @!Mr-MATT : ( Voiceover ) I think the frustration just kept building and building and ... @(Footage-of-Woman-#) @!SCHLESINGER : ( Voiceover ) On the night before the shooting , Antalik met his girlfriend at a local mall . Woman 2 : And he took me shopping . He bought some shoes for me. @!SCHLESINGER : Did you have any sense that maybe he 'd gone over the edge ? Woman 2 : No , not really . The only thing before we departed , I asked him , ' Will you please give me a call ? ' And he shook his head with a smile and said no . I just had an eerie feeling . @(Footage-of-gun-bei) @!SCHLESINGER : ( Voiceover ) After leaving his girlfriend , Antalik came to this gun range . Police found his targets in his apartment . @!Capt-ANDREWS : ( @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @!SCHLESINGER : ( Voiceover ) So you think that these targets are practice for the big day ? @!Capt-ANDREWS : It 's the sad thing to say but I would say yes . qwq @ ( " Final-Exit " -shown @!SCHLESINGER : ( Voiceover ) And there were other clues left around the apartment , including a mysterious collection of quotes he had written down . @!Capt-ANDREWS : He has one here with John F. Kennedy : ' A man does what he must in spite of personal consequences . @(Footage-of-paper) @!Capt-ANDREWS : ( Voiceover ) ' That is the basis of all human morality . ' @!SCHLESINGER : I mean , given what we 're talking about , this is insane . @!Capt-ANDREWS : That 's correct . @(Footage-of-Lee) @!SCHLESINGER : ( Voiceover ) Some of Antalik 's friends now wonder if they missed some warning signs . @!Mr-LEE : I think he 's going to like kill people . But I ... @!SCHLESINGER : You thought that at the time ? @!Mr-LEE : Yeah , I thought that at that time . But I -- I do n't think @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ going to talk about it , that means he 's not going to do it . qwq @ ( Footage-outside-Su Unidentified Woman 3 : ( Voiceover ) Oh , God . @!Mr-MATT : ( Voiceover ) Oh , no , no , no . I saw him a month or so before this happened . He was playing the piano in my living room and no problem at all . @(Footage-of-hearse) @!Mr-MATT : ( Voiceover ) I could n't imagine him doing that . Could n't imagine it . Woman 2 : We were sitting down in the shoe department and he said , ' I am dying . ' And I asked him , ' A terminal illness ? ' And he did n't say . @(Photo-of-Antalik) Woman 2 : ( Voiceover ) The conclusion that I came to is that he was dying from within . @!RATHER : Could those murders in North Carolina have been prevented ? We 'll talk to the experts . But next ... @(Theme-music) Unidentified Woman 1 : ... ( unintelligible ) . @(Footage-of-Martine) @!RATHER : ( Voiceover ) ... what drove this young @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ they had treated him fairly , this whole tragedy could have been avoided . @!RATHER : ( Voiceover ) ... when we come back . @(Theme-music) 
##221556 @(Theme-music) @!WAKE-UP-CALL-# @(Footage-of-Fish) @!HAROLD-DOW-reporti : ( Voiceover ) It 's 7:45 in the morning ... @!Ms-MICHELLE-FISH-@ : Oh , my God , I 'm so late . @!DOW : ( Voiceover ) ... and Michelle Fish is already late . @!Ms-FISH : I 'll run up and brush my teeth . @!DOW : ( Voiceover ) Her life at a student at La Salle University does n't leave much time for sleep . What time did you go to bed last night ? @!Ms-FISH : Two-thirty. @(Footage-of-Fish) @!DOW : ( Voiceover ) And what sleep she does get , she often gets by accident . @!Ms-FISH : Well , I was supposed to get up at quarter to 6 , but I overslept. @(Footage-of-Fish-in) @!DOW : ( Voiceover ) Today she 's looking forward to eight hours of student teaching and two hours of practice with the rowing team . @(Photo-of-rowing-te) @!DOW : ( Voiceover ) Do you think you 're doing too much ? @!Ms-FISH : My parents have told me to slow down or to stop rowing or to take a break or go to bed @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ like -- I like my schedule the way it is. @(Footage-of-Fish-dr) @!DOW : ( Voiceover ) And she has to start it all off with an hour behind the wheel , a place where young people often run into trouble . @!Ms-FISH : ( Voiceover ) I find myself really getting tired while I 'm driving because it 's a long drive . It 's a long , tedious drive . And I find myself fighting my eyes to stay open . @!Mr-ANDREW-PACK : That 's what people have to realize -- is that when the body gives you a warning , you 've got to react to it and pull over or do what you have to do just , you know , to keep yourself awake . @(Footage-of-Pack-an) @!DOW : ( Voiceover ) Michelle 's friend , Andrew Pack , knows that the long days and late nights can add up to a dangerous lack of sleep . Last summer he fell asleep at the wheel on a New Jersey highway . @!Mr-PACK : ( Voiceover ) And I woke up and it was just the most empty feeling @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ sure what happened . And -- and my dad told me that , you know , a woman died . And -- and it was just very tough . @(Footage-of-highway) @!DOW : ( Voiceover ) What did it do to you to know that you took a life out there on that highway ? @!Mr-PACK : It gave me a very cold feeling . You know , it 's -- it hurt me and it 's going to hurt me for the rest of my life . @(Footage-of-highway) @!Mr-PACK : ( Voiceover ) I know these families are never going to forgive me . I just want them to know that I 'm really sorry for what happened and I -- I will do what I can to prevent somebody from falling asleep at the wheel . @(Footage-of-a-total) @!DOW : ( Voiceover ) Since the accident , Andrew has dedicated himself to keeping others from making the same mistake . @!Mr-PACK : ( Voiceover ) If you see a wrecked car , it makes you think twice about , you know , what can happen . People can get affected , @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ is people to think , you know , ' If Andrew 's accident happened , then maybe it could happen to us. ' qwq @ ( Speaking-to-audien As you 're all probably aware , this is Driver Safety Awareness Week . @(Footage-of-Andrew-) @!DOW : ( Voiceover ) And he 's targeting a very specific audience : young adults , with the help of a nationally renowned expert on sleep . @!Mr-PACK : Dr. Pack is -- is who he is . Thank you . qwq @ ( Footage-of-Dr. -Pac @!DOW : ( Voiceover ) Dr. Allan Pack is the director of sleep research at the University of Pennsylvania Medical Center . He 's also Andrew 's father . @!Dr-ALLAN-PACK-@1Sl : ( Voiceover ) It was , I think , an enormous irony that my son would fall asleep while driving . I realized how big a problem it was . I talked to a number of people about it , and I could see that it was an issue that , really , a lot needed to be done . qwq @ ( Footage-of-Dr. -Pac @!Dr-PACK : ( Voiceover ) And @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ Well , let 's take a look at who -- who actually gets these -- in these accidents . This is -- this is a plot of the number of accidents against the age of the driver . And the answer is it 's you . It 's people of your age who get in these accidents . qwq @ ( Footage-of-Dr. -Pac @!Dr-PACK : ( Voiceover ) Sixty percent of people who fall asleep and have accidents are under the age of 30 , and the peak age of occurrence is age 20 . So the group who are particularly at risk is young people , who are sleep deprived , really , because of lifestyle . qwq @ ( Addressing-audienc So there are two times in the day where you will feel sleepy : There 's the mid afternoon and there 's the nighttime . Now in our culture ... @!Ms-FISH : OK , you have five minutes . So we have to hurry , OK ? You can draw a picture of a mouse , too . Two pieces , John . @!JOHN-@1Student@2 : Hi , Mr. Gepard. @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ commas -- think in your head . @(Footage-of-Fish-te) @!DOW : ( Voiceover ) By midday Michelle is fighting her body clock and she knows it . @!Ms-FISH : I 'm going to count on you now , all right ? @(Footage-of-Michell) @!Ms-FISH : ( Voiceover ) I love the kids . And I love being with them . And once I get working with them , everything 's fine . But as soon as I have the chance to sit and think about it , that 's when it starts to hit me. @(Footage-of-Michell) @!Ms-FISH : ( Voiceover ) That 's when I get tired and then I start thinking , ' Oh , I have practice still this afternoon . ' Bye-bye , Scott . See you later . My next stop will be the boathouse. @!DOW : You just spent a full day with all these youngsters and now you 're going to go rowing . @!Ms-FISH : Yeah . I have to get in the car and ... @!DOW : Where -- where do you find all the energy to do all this ? @!Ms-FISH : I -- @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ know . @(Footage-of-Fish-ge) @!DOW : ( Voiceover ) But some days she just does n't have it when she knows she needs it most . Do you ever find yourself getting tired in the afternoon on this run ? @!Ms-FISH : Oh , yes . This is the one time where I really have to sit there and like , all right , say , ' Michelle , OK , stay awake . Stay awake . Just get to practice . ' @(Footage-of-Michell) @!Ms-FISH : ( Voiceover ) The only thing I really want to do is go home and sit down and watch TV , and now I have to go and get into a boat for two hours . And it 's not something that I really look forward to . @!DOW : Michelle , it 's just been about 12 hours now since you started out this morning . What do you feel like ? @!Ms-FISH : I 'm really tired . I 'm really tired . @!DOW : You just got finished rowing ? @!Ms-FISH : Yes . I am exhausted . @!DOW : The children ? @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @(View-of-road-throu) @!Mr-PACK : ( Voiceover ) I had a similar experience . It was a rainy day . @(Footage-of-Andrew-) @!DOW : ( Voiceover ) Andrew remembers feeling just as tired on the day of his accident , and the memories that follow are painful . @!Mr-PACK : ... following her . And I was fighting to stay awake . And it 's something that has happened to me before , but I really never thought it was that big a deal . You know , I said , ' I 'm going to keep going . I 'll be all right , you know , ' like , I 'm sure , a lot of us , you know , do on the road . And before I knew it , I was on the grass and going to the complete other side of traffic . And I hit the car and there was this big bang . It 's something I 'll never forget for the rest of my life . And then I woke up in the hospital . @!DOW : Does the thought cross your mind that what @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ Yeah . Yeah , it could happen . And -- but I 'm the type of person where -- where it has to happen to me first for me to realize that it can really happen to me. @(Footage-of-digital) @!DOW : ( Voiceover ) But do you know what you 're saying ? @!Ms-FISH : ( Voiceover ) Yeah . @!DOW : I guess the question is : How many Michelles are there out there or people who think like Michelle who are out there who are tired and driving ? @!Ms-FISH : I -- probably a lot . @!Mr-PACK : If Michelle 's driving tired , you know , coming home from student teaching and she ends up killing someone , you know , which happened in my accident , you know , she -- you could end up thinking that , ' All -- all I had to do was just pull over for five to 10 minutes . ' @(Footage-of-a-highw) @!Mr-PACK : ( Voiceover ) Does it take that much out of your life to pull over to the side of the road ? Five to 10 minutes @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ you feel drowsy too early and too often , experts say the single best remedy is to take a short nap in the late afternoon ; 20 minutes should be enough . 
##221557 I STILL LOVE HIM @!LORIE : Amber , are you saving any for your lasagna ? I always lied about him beating me. @!HAROLD-DOW-reporti : Lorie has been married to her husband David for 10 years . @!LORIE : When he first started , it was always in the face , but it got to the point where I could n't hide that any longer . So he would get better at it , and he would not leave a bruise where somebody could see it . @!DOW : They live in a rural area of Ohio ... @!LORIE : David , that 's what a glass is for . @!DOW : ... with their two children . @!LORIE : And he 'd pull my hair . He 's thrown plates at me . I ended up in the hospital with 52 stitches in the back of my head . The next day he was always so sorry . He 'd say , ' I 'm sorry , that will never happen again . I love you so much . I would never hurt you . ' And @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ in costumes as prisoners . I said , ' I 'll tell you what , ' I said , ' you go as my warden and I 'll go as the prisoner . ' @!DOW : Is that how you looked at him ? @!LORIE : That 's how I looked at my life . @!DOW : Most people watching this broadcast would ask this question again and again : Why did n't Lorie leave ? @!LORIE : I 'm not addicted to drugs or alcohol . Call my addiction my husband . If it was n't for my children , I 'd probably still be in this situation . I never knew just how much it affected my children until my daughter 's teacher called and said she had threatened her own life . @!DOW : What did she do ? @!LORIE : She told -- she put scissors to her throat and told her teacher that she 'd rather be dead than see her mom hit again . @!DOW : And what thoughts went through your mind ? @!LORIE : I knew I had to get out , because @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ cycle . They will not be part of the cycle of violence . My son said he 'd go to court and testify for me. @!DOW : After her daughter 's suicide threat , Lorie left home with the children and went to Crossroads ... @!LORIE : He said , ' Mom , you know , I 'll do whatever it takes , because , ' he said , ' I 'm tired of seeing people hurt you . ' @!DOW : ... a shelter for battered women . @!LORIE : He said , ' Does n't it feel good to come home and know we do n't have to go directly to our room ? ' And I said , ' Yeah . ' @!Ms-BECKY-BELLAMY : You 're going to be OK. @!DOW : Today , with the support of shelter employee Becky Bellamy ... @!Ms-BELLAMY : This is just the hard part you 're going through with everything that you decided on . @!DOW : ... Lorie is going to court to try to get a civil protection order ... @!LORIE : I 'm having an anxiety attack right @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ . @!DOW : ... a piece of paper ordering her husband to stay away ... @!LORIE : Can I have a huck for goo -- a hug for -- hug for good luck ? @!Ms-BELLACMY-You'll# @!DOW : ... and giving Lorie possession of the house and custody of the children . @!Ms-BELLAMY : Are you ready ? @!LORIE : As ready as I 'm ever going to be , I guess . @!Ms-BELLAMY : Lorie has n't seen her husband since she left the home three weeks ago , and that makes it all the scarier. @!LORIE : I 'm looking around for his truck , and I do n't see it . He was my warden . I was his prisoner . Today I cut the ball and chain , and I will be no man 's prisoner . @!DOW : Tell me about your mother and father . @!LORIE : My dad would take my mom 's face and smash it into the cabinet doors and knock her around , and she was pregnant . @!DOW : Is it ironic that you grew up in a house like that @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ ? -- coincidence ? @!LORIE : I do n't think it is coincidence , but it is ironic . Lorie 's Attorney : What he 's willing to do is agree to everything ... @!LORIE : I just want it all over with . @!Ms-BEMLLAY : I know . Lorie 's Attorney : If we agree , you wo n't have to testify . @!LORIE : God . @!Ms-BELLAMY : It 's OK , Lorie. @!LORIE : I just want this all over with . I want to be home with my kids . @!Ms-BELLAMY : You will be . You will be home with them tonight . Lorie 's attorney just told her that her husband is willing to agree to everything , to sign the papers that state that he was abusive to her . He 's willing to give her the custody and the child support that she 's requesting , possession of the house and to stay away from her . The only glitch is that he has requested marital counseling , and we 're not sure that that 's a real good idea at this point @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ through with the divorce . @!DOW : Did you love him ? @!LORIE : I still love him . @!DOW : After all you 've been through , you still love him ? @!LORIE : You 're not -- you 're not a machine ; you ca n't shut your feelings off . Lorie 's Attorney : The parties have entered into an agreement whereby the restraining orders will remain in effect for one year ... @!DOW : When you were in the courtroom this morning and you saw David sitting on the other side of the defense table , what thoughts were going through your mind ? Lorie 's Attorney : The husband will also pay $ 100 a week or $ 50 per child per week ... @!LORIE : I was thinking , ' Look what I 've done to this man . ' Lorie 's Attorney : ... house payments , property tax , insurance , car payments ... @!LORIE : I 've taken everything from him . Lorie 's Attorney : The wife is awarded exclusive possession of the couple 's residence ... @!LORIE : He was @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @!DOW : But that does n't equate with 10 years of being battered . @!LORIE : I know . Unidentified Woman 1 : The court finds the agreement fair to both of you , and , therefore , it is approved . @!LORIE : I understand that , and people have been trying to talk to me about that . Woman 1 : And I want to thank you for your cooperation . Good luck to both you . Court is adjourned . @!DOW : Less than 24 hours after a civil court ordered Lorie 's husband to stay away from her and the children , he showed up at their home . @!LORIE : He told me -- he says , ' Well , if you do n't let -- talk to those kids and ask them if I can come home and stay , ' he says , ' I will kill myself . ' And that 's when I told him , I said , ' Whatever it takes , ' and I went in and called the cops . @!DOW : The next day Lorie attends a @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ me that he would take my house and those kids and I would have nothing . He would put me out in the street . I knew he was n't going to touch me , but it was the way I was feeling . After seeing him for three weeks , I was n't feeling unsafe from him , I was feeling unsafe from my own feelings . Unidentified Woman 2 : It will be OK. @!LORIE : Why do I feel sorry for him ? Woman 2 : Probably because you love him and he 's trying to make you feel sorry for him . @!DOW : You 've said you 're going to file for divorce . Will you really do it ? @!LORIE : That 's hard to say . That 's going to take some time . That 's -- that 's -- I mean , when I said it , I meant it . @!DOW : But one thing is certain . @!LORIE : What 's that ? @!DOW : You 'll have to be the one to ... @!LORIE : To make that decision . @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ , you 're the only one that can help us. ' @!RATHER : Since that report aired , Lori has gotten a divorce and we are told she 's living a very happy life . But many battered women know that freedom often has a painful price . 
##221559 I 'VE SUFFERED ENOUGH @!ERIN-MORIARTY-repo : It 's morning at Ohio 's maximum security prison for women . Unidentified Woman 1 : 5:30 wake up . @!MORIARTY : This is the way Janet Abbott has begun every day for the past 10 years . @!Ms-JANET-ABBOTT : I 'm charged with aggravated murder . I hired someone to kill my husband . I could n't do it . I never held a gun in my life . Unidentified Man : It was at 10:00 in the evening . I was the first one on the scene . Mr. Abbott was laying in bed . I saw a hole in the back of his head with a very small amount of blood . @!Ms-ABBOTT : When I thi -- when I talk about it , think about it , yeah , it was really cold blood , and at that time it just -- to get it over with was the most important thing . Unidentified Man : This is premeditated murder . @!MORIARTY : In August , 1981 , Janet Abbott was found guilty of hiring someone to kill @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ you think you should have gone to prison ? @!Ms-ABBOTT : Not for life . @!MORIARTY : Why not ? You took a life . @!Ms-ABBOTT : And I saved lives , too . I saved four kids ' lives . @!RICK-ABBOTT : Mom wore dark glasses a lot . @!TIM-ABBOTT : You can tell she 's got a black eye here . @!STEVE-ABBOTT : Black eyes here . She had a bruise over there , and this is a black eye at a different -- a different time . @!MORIARTY : Janet 's four sons : Rick , Tim , Jamie and Steve . @!STEVE : My dad was a big man . He was a mean man . It was scary . @!MORIARTY : What 's the worst thing you remember ? @!TIM : The worst thing I can remember is my dad had my mother down on the floor , the back of her head -- banging her head on the floor . And I went over and -- and tried to push him off , and I was only about 12 years old at the time . @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ wall . @!RICK : Mom got a lot of beatings for us , because he would start on us and she would stand up for us , and he would just take off on her . @!STEVE : Things like this , they did n't happen just once or twice or three times . It went on and on and on . It was -- that was our normal life . @!RICK : Dad was good . You know , he would pick anything he could grab to hit you with or throw at you . I mean , he had hammers , and screwdrivers , a blackjack that he had bought , 2-by-4s. @!JAMIE : People just do n't know . I 'm sure they never went through hell and beatings like we did . @!STEVE : That was our life . That was our life -- to live in fear . @!MORIARTY : What do you think would have happened if your mother had not had your father killed ? @!JAMIE : One of us would n't be standing here today . That 's how I feel . @!MORIARTY @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ He -- he would have killed one of us. @!MORIARTY : The jury heard none of that because 10 years ago , when Janet was on trial , Ohio justice was blind to the battered woman . @!Mr-DAVID-GREEN-@1J : I was prevented from introducing evidence of the beatings and so forth from the four people that were very close to the case , the four kids . @!MORIARTY : The law did n't allow Janet 's attorney , David Green , to show what could lead a battered woman to kill her husband . @!Mr-GREEN : I was also prevented from introducing evidence that reflected four back operations , broken ribs , a number of other beatings that were in the form of hospital records . I could n't answer the magic question that every single jury wants to know : Why did a gentle , nice , sweet lady contract to kill her husband ? @!MORIARTY : The law has changed here in Ohio . The courts may now even consider evidence of abuse in battered women 's cases , and during our 48 hours , outgoing governor Richard Celeste @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ : to reduce the prison sentences of some of these women or even to set them free . @!Mr-RICHARD-CELESTE : Had they been given the right to defend themselves with the facts -- brutal , shocking facts about their life experience -- they almost certainly would have not been convicted or would have been charged and convicted of much lesser crimes . @!MORIARTY : That 's what Janet Abbott claims , and so do one-quarter of all women currently serving time for violent crimes in Ohio 's prisons . @!Mr-CELESTE : There will be some women who have their sentences commuted . There will be a number of women who do not . @!STEVE : What mom did was -- it was legally wrong , but why she did it was never taken into account . The misery that we were put in , the hell that we lived was n't even considered . @!TIM : When I think of her in -- in prison , I do n't think of her as a -- as a murderer . She did n't see any other way out . She was protecting @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ battering alone an excuse for killing or a reason now from releasing Janet Abbott from prison ? @!Mr-MIKE-MOSHER : I believe that Janet Abbott was abu -- an abused , battered wife , and I believe that she was also the mother of abused children . @!MORIARTY : Mike Mosher was the prosecutor in Janet 's trial . @!Mr-MOSHER : The battered wife syndrome is n't just a battered wife . What that means is that she is suffering from some type of , like , an anxiety attack , if you will , in which all of the past aggressions well up inside of her so that at the moment that she commits the lethal act , she has had this syndrome , in a sense , take over her good judgment and reason and she pulls the trigger . @!MORIARTY : How do you know that did n't happen to Janet Abbott ? @!Mr-MOSHER : Because she did n't pull the trigger . She pulled out the pen and wrote a check . And that is much different than pulling the trigger . @!Mr-GREEN : The reason that many @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ is because of fear . It 's because of desperation . It 's because of hopelessness . It 's because they have no place else to go . I do n't think Janet Abbott should have been acquitted in this instance , but I do think that Janet Abbott should have been found guilty of the lesser offense of voluntary manslaughter -- that is , killing under great emotional stress . In all probability , she would have been out in maybe three years max. @!Ms-ABBOTT : Ten years is a lot . I do n't know . I mean , you know , I took a life , and that life is never coming back , but I think I 've suffered enough for it . I missed -- I just think that he would want me out with the kids . I mean , I hope that he would . I 'm getting old . You know , that 's my worry , you know ? When I get out -- too old to enjoy life . @!JAMIE : If it comes out where they do n't let her @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ . It 's hard . It 's just hard . @!MORIARTY : You really want her out . @!JAMIE : Yes . More wa -- more ways than words can say . @!Ms-ABBOTT : He 's just got his hopes up so high . Now it 's getting close and it 's kind of scary . You know , what if -- what if the answer is going to be no ? And you try not to get your hopes up . Woman 1 : Downtime ladies . @!Ms-ABBOTT : Good night , Mary . You know , that 's what I pray about now . You know , God make me be strong enough to handle a no. 